Alright, slacking off at university and eventually leaving was a bad, bad idea. I see that now.I'm now working retail and I'm surrounded by brain-drainers. People who not only don't make you think, but actually suck all the little bits of intelligence from your brain, like horrible little ... ARGH! You see? YOU SEE? They've had their effect on me already! I couldn't even think of a hilariously appropriate simile!
God damn it ... why do I have to do the things I do?
I think I'm basically an OK person. Not a great one, but an OK one. I'm polite. I'm quite honest. I'm trustworthy. Well, most of the time, anyway. I slip now and then .. but not deliberately. I'm thinking of a particular incident, now, that, if I've deduced things correctly, was ... oh, wait, to go on about this would be indulgent, never mind that now. I got what I deserved, I suppose, if what I deserved was to be shunned for the rest of my ...ah, right, self-indulgence, I forgot. Anyway, let's just say that I'm trustworthy. And when I fuck up, I'm very apologetic, provided I'm given a chance to apologize. And I'm not stupid. I'm capable of intelligent conversation. I'm even funny, sometimes. Well, in a self-deprecating sort of way, but ... anyway, that's not the point.
Wait ... what was my point? I totally got side-tracked while thinking about a major fuck up or two of mine, and suddenly I can't remember why I was trying to convince everyone I'm a good person.
And now I'm being needlessly negative.
I'm going to go and read now. Maybe I'll finish these thoughts later.
On a superficial note, I'm now a brunette!
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